Monday, July 4, 2011

Freedom

Freedom? What is Freedom? The ability to be who you want to be .. to live the life you want to live .. how you want to live it .. and to make decisions without someone approving it? I am very thankful for those who fight for my freedom and I am very thankful to live in a country where we are FREE. However, I don't feel completely free. I just want to be released from my thoughts and this broken heart. 

Freedom to me is the feeling of being [worry-free.] Freedom is feeling loved unconditionally. Freedom is having a happy heart. Freedom - Freedom - Freedom. I keep battling with myself to feel free again because even though we live in a free country .. I am a prisoner of my thoughts and feelings. I don't know how to pick myself up .. I don't know how to feel [happy] again.

Even though this blog probably is just one big RAMBLE of my thoughts ... I hope that you guys never feel this way. I hope that you find the light at the end of the tunnel that leads you to happiness. Until I can figure out where my life is going to go ... I will remain a prisoner of my thoughts and pray that I eventually crawl out of this "FUNK" that I am in ... and find my smile that comes from my heart.

-MeMcKee

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